You would think that now that I have my thesis done I could concentrate on getting pregnant. You’d be wrong. I’m still trying to get my medications sorted out. I can’t go off of them entirely (tried that in the fall and crashed), but I’m still hoping to get rid of one or two of them. Specifically, I’ve been taking ativan to help me sleep so I’m trying to wean myself off of it because taking it would be like drinking a glass of wine every night which one shouldn’t do while pregnant.
But, I’m really tired of waiting. I’ve been waiting and waiting for years now and I have this feeling like my fertility is slipping away while I wait for things to be right. If I am lucky it will be only two more weeks until I am off of the ativan and then I’m not waiting anymore.